Found this site too handy for me.. i can now vent all my emotions with no worries of friends or family knowing them.. i can now say whatever i feel and think… i can now post pictures i don’t wanna share with anyone i know… i can follow anyone i don’t know and vice versa :) it’s like talking to myself and as such, it helps me release the pain and emptiness i so want to let out of my system…
i can rant away my worries,
i can cry in the process,
i can laugh at myself,
i can dream of being with my “great love”,
i can reminisce the good old days with him,
i can say how much i love and miss him,
i can smile just thinking of our memories,
i can be crazy holding on to something i’m not sure still worth fighting for...
Kalila's Diary
Your a family first person and behind that super tough girl persona is a beautiful woman who deeply cares, loves and is passionate about life 
A lot has happened here while I was vacationing in PI.
My cousin lost her job during my first week in PI and last night, she flew to an island in the Indian Ocean. I hope she stays on that new job this time…
The lift in this building is not functioning and the management has no intention to fix it coz they want all the tenants to vacate the building! darn! I’ve been climbing the steps to 3rd floor since I got back here. My flatholder doesn’t want to leave this building and the tenants have raised a court case against the management.
It’s Labour Day and it’s my 3rd day back in Bahrain… and my 3rd day of having a fever. It’s sad, isn’t it?
Though I’m sick, I had to drive to my friends’ place and cousins’ workplace to bring the pasalubongs I brought for them from PI. I don’t wanna waste and spoil the kakanin I got all the way from Isabela so, even if I felt weak, I drove to their place.
Everyone said that I lost weight and I looked like so ill that my eyes are like so damn bad…
I’ve searched on the internet the foods I can and should eat for my blood sugar, anemia, uti and myoma. After reading some articles, i know I’m gonna lose a lot of weight! There are foods I should eat to regulate my blood sugar which are bad for anemia or uti or myoma and vice versa. So sad…
What am I gonna eat??? These medical findings are stressing me out!
